✨nobody,nobody,nobody✨ 🧚‍♀️🕸🎀⛓🍰🖤🍄

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See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna

im debating whether or not I even wanna wear a costume tomorrow cause what’s the point in spending 3 hours getting ready when no one wants to see me? but at the same time ive been looking forward to this for months i really wanna try to have fun, but it just feels like the people in my life don’t even want me. i just keep thinking all the guys who stopped liking me and the people who didn’t wanna deal with being my friend anymore might’ve been right for a reason. i know my online friends care and would make an effort if they could i know that for sure, it’s just that when everyone PHYSICALLY around you is doing the exact opposite it makes you question that. i keep trying to be positive but i feel like a big inconvenience to everyone and just want to feel wanted by someone.

I feel like I fucked up and they all hate me now. I wonder if they’re secretly happy that I left and don’t have to deal with me anymore. I’m not sure if anyone wants to deal with me anymore. Friendship or relationship wise. I mean, I think of all the previous people I liked and every single time they’d say they weren’t ready for a relationship then 2 weeks later be in a relationship. It wasn’t a relationship they weren’t ready for, it was me. It was me they didn’t want. It was right person wrong time for me but magically right person right time with her? why her? why her? why her and not me? what’s wrong with me? why did the timing have to be perfect for her and not me..every. single. time. all my friends prefer them over me i just know it. they think she’s nicer and smarter and funnier and cooler than me they’d rather hang out with her than me. why the fuck did I even think I could compete? i mean have you seen me? in comparison to her im ugly. in comparison to all of them im hideous. inside and out im a monster and they all know it.

i know it’s for the better

know it’s for the better

know it’s for the better

know it’s for the better

know it’s for the better

know it’s for the better

i feel like this part just embodies what it’s like for things not to work out with someone. you know logically that things will be fine in the future. you’ve gone through this before, but that’s not what you feel. you feel broken, you gave up so much of your love even though you try to keep telling yourself that you know it’s for the better over and over again, that it was meant to happen but you feel sad, you feel angry, you feel so tired of having to tell yourself that. all these people hurt you and get away with it having happy lives while you have to continue this journey of healing with no closure. you just want to know that all that baggage you carry is worth it. hearing this you just think of all the good and bad combined. you want to scream, you want to cry, you want them to feel hurt the same way you did, but you also feel relieved. you also think of the good parts and that maybe you’ll listen to this one day in a better place. whether it’s alone or with someone else and know that all the things you went through really were for the better.

phoebe bridgers

in honor of mitski’s tour tickets being on sale and my birthday im writing my favorite mitski lyrics:

(as of today goodbye my danish sweetheart, square, humpty, two slow dancers, and i bet on losing dogs have made me cry the most)

goodbye my danish sweetheart

“and i don’t mean to make your heart blue but could we be what we’re meant to be? i’m just about to beg you, please and then, when you tell your friends you can tell them what you saw in me and not the way I used to be”

i will

“i will wash your hair at night and dry it off with care”

square

“but i was still waiting for something to earn”

“what is that quiet of snow in the night? the dark rings with white noise as you stand and drown, maybe it’s all of these snowflakes, screaming a choir of mute as they brace for the ground”

eric

“blue light, dark room, the white of your teeth as you smile at my trembling shoulders but your skin, did you notice your skin it cries a soft weep like mine”

a burning hill

“i am a forest fire and i am the fire and i am the forest and i am a witness watching it”

townie

“and I want a love that falls as fast as a body from the balcony, and i want a kiss like my heart is hitting the ground”

“so tonight, tonight the boys are gonna go for more more more”

“i am not gonna be what my daddy wants me to be”

pink in the night

“and i know i’ve kissed you before, but i didn’t do it right can i try again, try again, try again”

real men

“and real men don’t eat, ‘cause they’re above that, damn it”

humpty

“all the eggshells are on the ground and i try, i’m trying to pick them up but they crack and crumble, it’s much too much too frail for me to touch”

i bet on losing dogs

“baby, my baby tell your baby that i’m your baby”

two slow dancers

“it would be a hundred times easier if we were young again but as it is and it is to think that we could stay the same”

brand new city

“and if i gave up on being pretty i wouldn’t know how to be alive, i should move to a brand new city and teach myself how to die”

class of 2013

“and i’ll leave once i figure out how to pay for my own life too”

“mom, am I still young? can i dream for a few months more?”

first love/late spring

“yet now i find i’ve grown into a tall child”

liquid smooth

“how i feel this river rushing through my veins with nowhere else to go, it circles 'round”

fireworks

“and then one warm summer night i’ll hear fireworks outside and i’ll listen to the memories as they cry, cry, cry”

your best american girl

“you’re the sun, you’ve never seen the night”

“you’re all i ever wanted i think i’ll regret this”

i want you

“you’re coming back and it’s the end of the world we’re starting over and I love you, darling”

last words of a shooting star

“and you’d say you love me and look in my eyes but i know through mine you were looking in yours"

shame

*insert anxiety inducing violin part*

mitski

i think about

the women after

me

the girls after me

after each break

up,

they pick someone who could look

up

to them,

who make them feel

bigger,

taller,

stronger.

someone who just graduated high school

2 months ago.

they are always younger

than me

shorter

than me

smaller

than me

they are hopeful, youthful,

full of life

innocent but

they still need experience

because that would be boring

if they knew nothing

yet they can’t be more knowledgeable than the man

no. that would mean they’ve been

used up,

no longer have value.

yet they need to know every

position

every method

every technique,

they have to be willing to get on their knees

and take every inch

swallow every ounce say

“yes daddy”

“no daddy”

“you own me”

fill me till

i shrink to

nothing.

just

to make you

feel

like a man

what was all that for? sometimes i wonder if he even cares that he hurt me this badly. if he knew about all the nights i cried myself to sleep thinking I wasn’t good enough for him and even now i still do. I still look at my body in disgust and every time i see a girl he knows like one of his exes I constantly compare myself them and wish I was pretty and young and funny and interesting like them. because I’ve realized that he doesn’t care about me anymore. maybe not AT ALL, maybe he still does deep down even if it’s not romantic anymore and purely as a friend, but what’s the point if it’s only deep down. if they do nothing to show you they care like they used to does deep down even matter anymore? not that long ago i thought we were close friends i felt like i could tell you anything but now it just feels like we’re strangers and im just a burden to him. why did he have to be the one that moved on first while i didn’t? i didn’t want any of this i tried so hard from the very beginning to not let this happened and yet it did. and every day im reminded that you no longer have me on your mind like you used to. you don’t get excited when you hear my name in conversations anymore, you don’t call anymore, you don’t comment on my posts or stories anymore, you don’t read my texts anymore, i don’t think you even care if im alive anymore. yet i still care so much about you and that’s what hurts so much right now. fuck you.

wowza it’s been forever since I’ve used tumblr so um here’s some cute things to copy and paste! <3

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My spell will make you cute

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(:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅:♡:]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅:̲̅) a bandage just incase life gives u an ouchie :)

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this could be us.

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